I Am Still A Mother

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My heart still beats for love of him although he’s left this place.

Mind replay moments of his life, new memories leave no trace.

I reach for him during rest thinking it has all been a bad dream,

But when my waking thoughts come back I realize and scream.

 

I sang him songs within the womb and four years followed suit,

Twinkle-Twinkle, ABC’s, You Are My Sunshine sung in tune.

The music has left my voice and hollow sounds lament,

I now sing songs of silence to the life that you should have.

 

My arms have never felt so empty and so heavy all at once.

I embrace the day you blessed my life as God welcomed me a son.

I mourn the day God took you home and left me without one.

 

I am still your mother dear no matter how far you may be.

The only difference now my love, is now you watch over me.

Author: Stacy Wurz, Mother to Johnathan

I am a mother fighting to ensure all of our children are safe from multiple vaccinations. Tell your doctor we're vaccinating one shot a time.

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